sick & tired

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I am sick and tired of all the lies and secrets so here are all of my secrets for the world to read and YES they are ALL true! judge me if you want but i dont care wat you have to say! Here i go: 1 . I havent had my first kiss yet(& im a sophomore) 2. My dad has been to jail many times and broken many promises(i dont trust him anymore) 3.My mom & dad are divorced and my mom lied to me bout' her boyfriend 4. i HATE my moms boyfriend 5. My dad runaway from his problems and last but not least 6. i am scared!! im scared of life and some times i just wanna kill myself (sad but true!) i wanna runaway and never look back, but everytime i try something stops me. You can look and me with a big smile on my face and think to yourself 'nothing is wrong with her, she is perfect; but im so far from it. The smile is just a cover up for all the scars and pain and hurt and tears shed over why is daddy hitting mommy, and ''mom he has a gun!!!'' yes pain and tragedy was my life!